I thought I knew what was good for me. I thought I knew who he was. I justified his actions with phrases like “… but I love him”, “… but he’s never hit me”, “… he’s got a lot of stress on his plate right now.”
I was your dirty secret. You got the thrill of the relationship with me, without the commitment. And for some reason, I was content with that.
When you think about me, I hope you remember how much I loved you, how much I was willing to do for you. I want you to remember that I gave you all that I could, and you still didn’t think it was enough.
I think it’s funny how people make plans. We all do it. Plans for our careers, our families, our relationships. It’s funny because, very rarely do they ever play out the way we expect them to. We can make all of the plans we want, but sometimes the universe has a different idea.