Today was a bitter-sweet day. Today, I said goodbye to the place that I have called home for the past three years. Today, I left 1C, the home where I have built some of my best, and worst, memories. There are so many things I wish I could forget about that place. 1C was where… Continue reading We Had Some Good Times, Didn’t We?
“Sometimes it’s hard to see the rainbow when there’s been endless days of rain.” ― Christina Greer I am well aware that life works in weird, unfair, and mysterious ways. I just never thought that it could be quite as unfair as I have come to realize. Nothing can prepare you for when life… Continue reading Stop Telling Me I Have Plenty of Time
It used to be that whenever I thought about unconditional love, I thought of it in a relationship aspect. If there is anything I have learned over time, it’s that unconditional love can come from anyone in your life. For me, you all have been the biggest example of unconditional love for me.
I thought I knew what was good for me. I thought I knew who he was. I justified his actions with phrases like “… but I love him”, “… but he’s never hit me”, “… he’s got a lot of stress on his plate right now.”
I was your dirty secret. You got the thrill of the relationship with me, without the commitment. And for some reason, I was content with that.
The truth is, we really don’t have any idea what will happen after January. We don’t have any damn idea what Mr. Trump will do once he gets into the Oval Office. Is that frightening? Completely.
When you think about me, I hope you remember how much I loved you, how much I was willing to do for you. I want you to remember that I gave you all that I could, and you still didn’t think it was enough.